pushing myself to hold a book!

Its exam time and i am having the hell of this phase.essshhhh!!! Cant even neatly get myself to pick up a book.Forget trying to sustain it and not to even think of having to absorb the contents....ufffffff.... Computer Architecture and Organisation a.k.a CAO..d question bank (or watever is it dat i have in ma hand) says "xplain booth's algorithm of multiplication process" "desribe CPU organisation and operation" "compare RISC and SISC"**puke**.....gaaaawdddd....sm1 pls get me outta this......Called up nee2 to ask her whts at her end...CAO again..not d least bit surprised...Im gonna have a horrible time makin efforts to live up to ma chosen field..not dat i regret it one bit**wink**wink** Some very elderly family member once remarked-i clearly remember-only the beginnings are tough--yeah yeah..as if beginnings always symbolize End*???* essshhh again!!! How plain innocent, uncles are, nahi?**wink** given a chance the worst possible tortural punishment i could ever give someone, is 4yrs of mumbai university engineering*lolz*...Hmmmm...so now have to force ma a#$ outta this chair n get it to ma study table or else....but fate has written itself already...**sigh**

Adios.

PRATYUSHA.