Breaking free

There are times when silence becomes golden,

There are times when we yearn for moments stolen.

There are times v blve evry word is true

There are times we wish v never fall through.

 

For all the tears now dried.

For all the tears v ever cried.

For all the things that remained unsaid

Those were the times…my heard bled.

 

Strange are the ways of r heart.

It connects us tho v’re apart.

U hurt a heart with much disdain.

And it wont dare to love you again.

These are the times our hearts refrain.

 

From all the wilderness of our mind.

And all the sorrows thus entwined.

We find a voice in a soothing sway…

Coercing us to hereby stay…

Amidst all the fading strength and hope,

We hear a push to help us cope..

 

I wish to smilingly go along,

Without a sense of right or wrong,

Trudge on d way humming a song,

For these are the times…I craved all life long.

 

ADIOS...

PRATYUSHA

GOOD WILL HUNTING

“I ask you a simple question and you will stumble..

And that simple question is what you want to do in life”.

                                                                   ---ROBBIE WILLIAMS.

Its not evryday dat u come across a movie that sets u in a wonderment...I, for one, have been too clumsy off late to get 0ff this orkut mood n do something really constructive...unless of course u define wht ur definition of CONSTRUCTIVE is......It was sheer luck dat i stumbled upon this movie that i was dying to see for quite a while.....It goes by d name GOOD WILL HUNTING.

Ok.. m nt here to give out d entire story....but man....dis muvie really made me sit back n THINK...

Its strange how dis quest for 'what do v really want' makes up for sme really gr8 chapters of r lives :-)  Its stranger as to HOW some people stumble upon their answers....as shown in dis muv.

Its strangest when they find out WHAT their answer to dis million dollar question is....wht MATT DAMONs character (Will) does in dis movie...is probably very very very very UNREAL to say the least......bt for someone like me who has always (nd will always) blve in d LARGER THAN LIFE canvas....dis seems amusing and at d same---heartening!!!

though itz quite difficult to take a decision as weird as WILL does in real life...specially when u hving been gifted by SUPER-HUMAN intelligence...and an unbelievingly precise PHOTOGRAPHIC MEMORY.........he gives it all up for something MOST people would (thinkin demselves 2b sane enuf) find foolish and utter rubbish...bt i guess it takes an enormous amount of character strength and soul searching.

D monologue between Robbie Williams nd Matt Damon is A-M-A-Z-I-N-G.....it left me spell bound...the dialogues scream 'DEPTH'....ders not much i can say on dis since SEEING IS BELIEVIN...tho itz one helluva muvie highly recommended to all.

"Loss occurs when you love something more than yourself".

ADIOS.

PRATYUSHA.

Miss all of 'em :)

Days of crawlin on four limbs,

Smiling a toothless grin.

Days when silence was a sin,

Days of a house full of din.

From mama's milk to cerelac,

From turning dad a horse,

To breakin his back.

Those days wont come by.

Days of my school books,

Eyes with innocent looks.

Gangin up wid frnds,

Playin pranks no end.

Days wid all their lows n highs,

Those days wont come by.

Days of that first crush,

Their first electric touch.

Life's most memorable story,

becomes life's most painful cry.

Those days wont come by.

We live each minute.

But dunno how many lives.

We rarely hug anyone.

And bid a lotta byes.

Somehow i came to blve,

'Tis in this NOW dat we live.

Say 'M back' 

Or at least try.

'Coz these days wont come by.

Luv n Luc.

PRATYUSHA.

Grain by grain,

Slip the sands of time.

Here I stand…

In the hands of turbulence…sublime.

 

Am a mere spectator.

As I watch things slip by..

See people biddin me good-bye.

Coz for all we care…

Is to move away from despair.

 

Trivial though it may seem..

Its tough to live a dream

When d dreams u wished for to come true.

But cried hard to bid adieu.

 

I stare endlessly..

Stretch out for a breath of fresh air.

And rule out doings unfair.

 

I see a world of new beginnings

Words of new meanings.

And I see no more

Coz it’s a world we wish to see.

And it’s door..HAS OPENED FOR ME.

here i go again...

There's something going wrong...drastically wrong.A game of fate,or a game played by someone.Nonetheless, its me at the recieving end of it all....

At this point of time in my life....THIS VERY MOMENT......makes me feel vulnerable....naked, exposed...looks lik m being dragged n pushed in d middle if a mob....all tryin to get at my neck.

Things which felt so reassuring at all the dull moments...hve taken a turnin...n how!! they seem bleak,torturous and scary! Its lik...im in a crowd...baskin in some of d most pleasurable company of people and probably hvin a marvellous time....n then.........................................POOF!!! 

knock knock...a reality check ma'am.Here it goes again....d same ol rigmarole of drama...that surge of emotions......that whirlpool of exhaustion suckin al ur comfort frm within....

Gotta give this time a break.this phase its freedom.To let it BE.Sometimes thats what is needed..The permission to let u hve ur own...guess even my life needs it now...a new lease of life!

Will be back with a bang...without doubts...hope that day's not too distant.

Adios..

PRATYUSHA.